Get some sanity back. Sit back, have a coooffeeeee, read the paaaaper for a while, do a bit of work then it'll be lunchtime and after lunch it'll be time to go home in a couple of hours! Phew! Monday is always a drag. Tuesday and Wednesday are better because they're a bit closer to the weekend. Takes the pressure off a bit. But I really hate Fridays. It's the worst day because it's the closest to the weekend. Then before you know it, it IS the weekend. Then the countdown starts again. Before you know it it's Sunday and all I can think about is getting depressed because I know it's Monday tomorrow and another 5 days till the weekend. Friday is sorta OK because all the boys go to the pub for a few hours but I really hate Saturday because I know I've already used Friday night and I have to go another WHOLE week before Friday again. So even though I hate Monday because it is sooo far away from the weekend it's probably the best day because the other days are closer to the weekend being over. And I hate it when the weekend is over soooooo much.
D'ya know what I mean, then? I guess it's a little confusing but what I'm trying to say is that the weekends are great and the weeks suck but then when you are IN the weekend it sucks too because you know it'll be over soon and then you have to put up with a WHOLE week again.
D'ya get the drift? Maybe sorta kinda?
Can you believe that I used to think like that. It didn't matter what I was working at, that's how I thought without thinking about it??????
And you know what also? There are heaps of people that live and work their whole lives like that.
While I am living the way I am, ie living in a tent, eating out of soup kitchens, and changing my entire existence to the way I CHOOSE to live, there is a transition period. With me it's a transcendental period of my new existence. I am learning a new way of life. One that suits me. One where I don't really care what day it is because it really doesn't matter. Every day I try to make a good day. See, the ego doesn't have any say in what I do anymore. Material possessions really don't matter to me anymore. I am much better at the skills and attributes I am acquiring by CREATING stuff so I know when I get people to notice the work I am doing, then the EFFECT of the cause, ie money, will happen.
Finally I'm doing what I like. I'm creating. It's fun. It's challenging. It's satisfying and it's helping me get to a point where I will CONNECT THE DOTS. And that will make us ALL a lot happier. My focus has changed to putting myself in a position where I can make a difference....to all of us. And that time is getting very close as I continue my STEPS.
In the meantime I don't even think about what part of the week it is. All I know is that I am a week away from it being another week.
Imagine if I had have kept thinking the way I was thinking until there were no more weeks left. How unsatisfying!
What a horrible thought.
Hope you're not living like that.....................?????????