TWO SMILES
Her Angel smiled, and greeted her
She said her name was LOVE
Her wings snow white and closed in front
A messenger, from heaven above
Her Angel she unwrapped her wings
and sprinkled down God's dust
A gift of life, her Angel said
Rejoice, enjoy....God's love
Now begin to build, her Angel said
This foundation you call life
I will return when it is time
I'll wrap my wings around you then
And bring you home, to your Divine
And so now, in a blink, that time has come
Her Angel unwrapped her wings
She smiled.....THEY smiled
A peace, so tranquil, so beautiful,
Now time for them to go
And so there is no need for grief
Two smiles.... if you look, you will see
We lose only a form, the vision remains
Her Spirit, with LOVE is still free
The Loss of LOVE is a blessing from above
For it is a love to be shared by all,
A blessing to remind us that time matters not
And that we are all touched by the wings
Of LOVE
- Trigger with "LOVE"
...is that Little Grasshopper?.....
Any kind of LOSS hurts. I talked in my book about Degrees Of Devastation. Some of the losses I have read about are simply horrendous. Entire loving families wiped out. I cannot understand. I hurt badly when I read that stuff. And yet I must read it to try and understand my loss. It is part of the process to understanding ME. Life isn't a game called "My Loss Is Bigger Than Yours So There". Some of the most terrible losses one can imagine seem to be accompanied hand in hand with some of the most courageous acts of acceptance. The resilience of the human being is remarkable as outlined in a book called "Rise", by author Ingrid Poulson, who experienced a horror of her own when her estranged husband killed her two young children and her father who was babysitting.
But what I am learning is that life is life. Sounds like a throwaway line but within those words are a lot of learning and experiences. The trouble is that every one of us needs help at some time or another. LOSS is a part of life, as is birth. Birth provides a reason to rejoice but strangely enough so can death. See death is an experience in life, albeit the last experience. Many families attend funerals to 'celebrate the life' of their loved ones. LOSS means that something or someone has gone from existence. But that loved one, that LOSS, was once born to begin their journey. During that journey they lived EXPERIENCES which they passed on before they passed on......
It is our responsibility to respect and honor those experiences in life. The Degree Of Devastation does not matter, although it causes different levels of grief.
But what I am learning is that life is life. Sounds like a throwaway line but within those words are a lot of learning and experiences. The trouble is that every one of us needs help at some time or another. LOSS is a part of life, as is birth. Birth provides a reason to rejoice but strangely enough so can death. See death is an experience in life, albeit the last experience. Many families attend funerals to 'celebrate the life' of their loved ones. LOSS means that something or someone has gone from existence. But that loved one, that LOSS, was once born to begin their journey. During that journey they lived EXPERIENCES which they passed on before they passed on......
It is our responsibility to respect and honor those experiences in life. The Degree Of Devastation does not matter, although it causes different levels of grief.
..in amongst the birth and death...
Soon I will die. That's cooool. Might be tonight, might be in 10 years, who knows. I will become just another digit to add to 107 billion dots who have gone before me. But due to my LOSS I have found something. As you know from my constant barrage, that something is ME. So with my major loss I have made an even greater GAIN. I have found gifts. I have found that I can CREATE and that I can write. And so I have new EXPERIENCES. I am blessed, even though I am still suffering LOSS. And so it is my charter with the last few breaths, heartbeats and seconds of my life to SHARE the experiences with all of you. This I will do with Dots HQ when I get there. My LOSS your GAIN. Hmmmmm.... interesting, no?
.....the wings of LOVE......
But it is through my Journey that I hope I can share my experiences. It is through my Journey that I have invited y'all to join me. By joining me on my journey you can watch me 'Working Backwards'. You can see me day by day work my way out of hell, out of the place I call "Devil's Dip" which is in the town of Miser-ee where I still live. So I don't have to wait to get DotsHQ rockin' and rollin'. I already am sharing my EXPERIENCES with you. I want it to help you. I am not a ra-ra. I am a real person telling you about LOSS backwards. When you see me realise my dream, my vision, my final destination, then the bottom line is "if Trigger can do it, so can I, and I know because I WATCHED him do it from the very rock bottom".
Then when I die that poem I wrote at the top will have a lot more meaning to me even though I'll be deaded. My LOSS will be your GAIN. Oh what a......
...........BEAUTIFUL LOSS............
Then when I die that poem I wrote at the top will have a lot more meaning to me even though I'll be deaded. My LOSS will be your GAIN. Oh what a......
...........BEAUTIFUL LOSS............
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