"Maybe a fella ain't got a soul of his own, but on'y a piece of a big soul - the one big soul that belongs to everybody"
- JOHN STEINBECK
The Grapes Of Wrath
When I get to the right people I MUST be able to talk their talk and walk their walk. I need to find their weaknesses through a SWOT analysis.
I also MUST have a contingency plan, if i have no success with the Networks. I now have that and will implement it in February if all else fails. But remember I have advantages to back me up. I have a veeery attractive STORY and I have laid the perfect foundation for the STORY with the media attention I CREATED earlier. I have given myself credibility. All I need now is a little bit of interest, an ear of a big wig decision maker and an opportunity to put my case. If and when I get that, my self belief and ability to be THE BEST OF THE BEST, will take me forward. Then television series, songs and.......Halleluia Honey!
So that's where I am heading over the Christmas break.
Do I sound even remotely insane? Hmmmm..... don't answer that dot!
Well one reason is I have something to prove. Not to anyone else. ONLY TO ME. Now that I am doing everything for the RIGHT reasons, now that I have found Mister SomeOne Out-There, aka ME, then I need to GIVE of myself. I am not in a financial position to do that right now but I have the skill and ability to do it later when everything falls into place. And so I continue......... STEP, STEP, STEP. But as you are well aware there is another reason "Memento Mori". It is a mission of mine to make people understand that DEATH is the greatest change agent in our existence. Here's some food for thought.......
In one hundred and fifty years EVERY SINGLE ONE OF US WILL BE DEADED. Hmmmmm........ that's not long when you consider the following. Earth has been here for 4.5 Billion (with a B) years so 150 years doesn't even register. The Universe has been around for over 20 Billion years. Oh oh my heads hurting again! Oh and MAN, the human being kinda MAN thingie has been in a human type form for over one Million years, so again 150 years of our lives doesn't really cut it in comparison. So my thought is this. None of weee dots alive today will be so in 150 years. Ouch! Depressing, huh? OK I'll probably be gone within 20 years. So my beliefs are hugely important in the remainder of my life. For ME, for my KIDS, and their KIDS, and for every single person that walks this earth until, weeeell the END. So, put simply. I'm lucky. I'm still on the bottom. I can risk without harm. But more importantly I can make a difference to all of us.
........AND SO I WILL........