You see I am suffering depression which I very seldom suffer, but when it gets me it floors me. It's not feeling SAD but more about losing control, being unable to face up to BUSyNESS, being alone, being paranoid (which I just don't need at the moment). The last time I had it was nearly two years ago when I didn't step out of La Chateau for nine straight days. But I wore it down before it wore me down. Living in the homeless world depression runs rife as you would expect. Sometimes it kills if you are weak and susceptible. But if you know how to beat it then you can just surrender to it. I do not take drugs because I lose touch with my real feelings. Depression is an emotion which comes from bad thoughts. Bad thoughts have a low energy level and can be overcome with good thoughts. This is how I combat it. Creativity is a direct connect to consciousness. With my re-inventing myself as I am, my creativity is running rampant, along with my consciousness. Creativity are higher energy levels than depression levels and so with a bit of manipulation and especially reverie, I can manage myself, although it is a major battle and the mental affliction makes me physically sick. But it is the time of reverie, the time to myself alone with my thoughts that can CREATE some of the most amazing 'stuff', which is what I am leading to.
Yesterday while feeling sick and sorry and hiding in La Chateau with my illness, I began to think about consciousness which I have studied intensively of late. No big deal. But then I started to wonder how I can explain this very complicated subject in simple terms because it is vitally important on my journey. So I began to put together some comedy scripts which are very pointed and very very fuunneeee. And so I am going to post 10 daily episodes. I do not have them written because they are in my head. But they are priceless so pleeease watch and laugh. And I need a favour. In DotsHQ we will all help each other. What I need is to increase the blog numbers (dot power) which will help me to WORK BACKWARDS by placing myself in a position to take advantage of opportunities when they come (such as the television show and songs!) So I need you to help me with the WORD OF MOUTH marketing. I know how good the comedy is and I know you will love it. So talk, Facebook your friends (who will thank you), Twitter, even email or ring your local radio station (if you are in Sydney Kyle and Jackie O will love it!) and local newspapers. It's sorta 'Look Who's Talkin' comedy. It's classic. Tell the world!
So these are the EPISODES you will see over the next 10 days. Enjoy!
EPISODE 1 LUSTING TO BE.cum
2 THE TADPOLE OLYMPICS (don't miss it!)
3 INTERVIEW WITH AN EMBRYO
4 THE BIRTH CANAL EXPRESS
5 BIG THINGIES
6 WHAT'S FOR DINNER?
7 SAY WHAT?
8 HOW DO THEY DO THAT?
9 A GUIDING HAND
10 PLUS THIRTY
When we finish the series I will tell you the message. As I said it is pointed. It will make things clearer as to why I am doing this. Remember I have never done comedy in my life. So how and why is this happening? Hmmmmm....
I can't wait for your reaction. If I can make you laugh (especially while I have Depression), then it will make me laugh. And that's good for the soul! I'm going back to La Chateau to crash.