Do not fear, there is always wine
if you are thirsty for love.
Do not fear, there is always water
if your lips are parched.
Do not fear your ruin, inside you
there is a treasure.
Open your eyes, for this world
is only a dream.
- Rumi, Persian Mystic Poet, 1207 - 1273

Nice picture, huh?..........
Keep remembering you are watching MY journey. I'm telling my story BACKWARDS. There are a lot of you who didn't start at the beginning, although there are LOTS who have been, which is humbling indeed (Thanks dots :-)
The wonderful aspect of my journey is that it is as REAL as you are ever going to get. In terms of a TV Reality show (which I am negotiating at the moment), MY little story leaves Survivor and all of those other YUK type programs WAAAY behind in the 'interest' stakes. Because what I am doing is new and sorta unique, it is difficult to convince TV executives and the like, that it will work. But as I am building and the Journey continues I have more credibility due to the book, poems, videos, website, daily blog and of course the exposure I have received through the traditional media with newspapers, magazines, radio interviews and the ACA prime time interview just prior to the Olympics coverage back in August. All of this stuff I talked about in my book "Working Backwards". I have created a very good FOUNDATION for "Let Me Tell You A Story" or "Once Upon A Time", huh?
The wonderful aspect of my journey is that it is as REAL as you are ever going to get. In terms of a TV Reality show (which I am negotiating at the moment), MY little story leaves Survivor and all of those other YUK type programs WAAAY behind in the 'interest' stakes. Because what I am doing is new and sorta unique, it is difficult to convince TV executives and the like, that it will work. But as I am building and the Journey continues I have more credibility due to the book, poems, videos, website, daily blog and of course the exposure I have received through the traditional media with newspapers, magazines, radio interviews and the ACA prime time interview just prior to the Olympics coverage back in August. All of this stuff I talked about in my book "Working Backwards". I have created a very good FOUNDATION for "Let Me Tell You A Story" or "Once Upon A Time", huh?

".........STEP....STEP....STEP........."
But I need to go right back to where the whole shebang started. More importantly I need to go back to the REASON for this journey. See for 30 years or so I left anything 'mystical' or 'spiritual' to the gypsies, hippies, druggies, Hare Krishnas and other 'out there' groups. I was born and raised a Catholic and that was good enough for me, even though I didn't really practice my faith as I should have. But then I got greedy and failed, as you know.
Enter homelessness, soup kitchens, tents, broke, snakes, and the other stuff. Oh K. All pretty cooool so far. Then when I got jabbed up the blurter by Lucifer's pitchfork I cried out for HEEEEELP. And I got it in the form of Mister SomeOne Out-There. Now this was the start of ME. I found myself. But I mean I reeeeally found ME. So then I made a choice to re-invent myself seeing that I had found the new ME. Pretty simple philosophy really. I was going to do what I wanted to do and that was CREATE. So I began writing books and poems and songs and designing new social networks and other stuff I love to do. My BELIEF levels are through the roof. I just worked out what I believe I am capable of, and then, well you know what I'm up to. BUT, the fuuuneee, strange thing is this:
Enter homelessness, soup kitchens, tents, broke, snakes, and the other stuff. Oh K. All pretty cooool so far. Then when I got jabbed up the blurter by Lucifer's pitchfork I cried out for HEEEEELP. And I got it in the form of Mister SomeOne Out-There. Now this was the start of ME. I found myself. But I mean I reeeeally found ME. So then I made a choice to re-invent myself seeing that I had found the new ME. Pretty simple philosophy really. I was going to do what I wanted to do and that was CREATE. So I began writing books and poems and songs and designing new social networks and other stuff I love to do. My BELIEF levels are through the roof. I just worked out what I believe I am capable of, and then, well you know what I'm up to. BUT, the fuuuneee, strange thing is this:

....Another pretty picture, no?.....
Ever since I CHANGED my way of thinking from materialistic to spiritual, sorta inner self stuff, there have been continual and frequent unexplainable meaningful co-incidences that keep happening to me. Carl Jung had a name for meaningful co-incidences and wrote a book on his "Synchronicity". I am absolutely fascinated with these occurences. Blown away in fact! And because I am continually knowledge seeking and NEEDSEARCHING, I am starting to find REASON behind these happenings. In my next book "Our Decomposed Bodies Are Dancing" I have discussed some of these meaningful co-incidences but I am proud to admit that since beginning my Journey my FAITH has skyrocketed. Now I do not even consider any 'what if I don't make it?' type questions because I am already there, as I explained in my book. The next STEP I am taking is quite unbelievable if you are anyone but me, but I have seen the VISION, just as I had seen the other stuff that I have now completed. In my book I kept calling it PURE SIMPLE SELF BELIEF. But to get it you really have to find MSOT, your inner self. And when you do, for some reason the MYSTICAL things begin to happen. And it makes you THINK....and GIGGLE....and WONDER....and BELIEVE. Because it's not just you CONTROLLING YOUR DESTINY anymore. Because you have decided to find ME, ME has decided to find you. And so ME begins to teach you things that your old ME wasn't interested in before. All of a sudden things you thought weren't possible begin to happen. You realise that ME is SOUL, and SOUL teaches through consciousness and mind and.............
...........................well it makes me smile, just like I'm doing now trying to explain...............
Hmmmmmm..... , I'll keep working on it, so keep watching this journey of mine. It's going to make you shake your head in disbelief. But as I have said from the beginning, find your ME, then you will KNOW????????
...........................well it makes me smile, just like I'm doing now trying to explain...............
Hmmmmmm..... , I'll keep working on it, so keep watching this journey of mine. It's going to make you shake your head in disbelief. But as I have said from the beginning, find your ME, then you will KNOW????????