
My emotions are out of control at the moment and I realise that I have to re-assess where I am at. I wrote another tear jerker poem last night called "ME". I'll publish it later. It's too heavy for now. In my book I talk about steps. I have prepared my journey for a long time and taken many steps as you all know. Now I am at a transcendent stage where My consciousness is making me question myself. In fact it's the NEGOBS. But they can't break through me. I have gone from Passion to the next level Obsession to the next Possession which is my highest level where the negativity can't penetrate. And so each day is now increasing in the strength of experience I am sharing with you. With this comes added pressure with the new world i am entering. Every experience gives me the experiences to share with you through this blog. I have said from the beginning that this blog is the beginning of my Dream, my Final Destination, DotsHQ, where we will all have the opportunity and gift to live our experiences with each other. For me now I have started the media frenzy and I am using it for my journey. You need to see that my Working Backwards model works. My book tells what I will do. First create the book "Working Backwards, From Miser-ee To Destin-ee To Happy-Me". Done . Tick. But nobody knows the book is there and I have no money for expensive marketing. So create a Website/Blog even though I hate computers. You are now on my website reading blog thingie. Done. Tick. But I need global exposure. I knew I had to get people talking through the traditional media. So I had to CREATE MY STORY. I had to create my future to make it interesting enough that they will want me, not the other way around. Done . Tick. National TV would be nice, huh? WATCH. Then the song "Nursery Rhymes" on the television show I have created. No, not suffering from delusions of grandeur. Just Working Backwards. Thanks soooo much dots for growing with me. Getting exciting 'ain't it?
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