THE DEEP

"Your future defines who you are. Your past provides the experiences to define your future.You are a freeze frame of your future past."
"In your early years you do not have the experiences to define your future. In your later years you have a limited future to create the experiences which will complete your existence, the definition of who you are"
"I was born
And I will die
In between
Is the reason why"

                                        -    Trigger going insane!

....she's on a Journey too.....

I thought for a change I would provide the wisdom in the quotes rather than repeating everybody else who has ever 'thought' for a living. Simple fact is that as I continue along my journey the knowledge and wisdom accumulation is crankin' up. Big time. Knowledge is increasing due to my incessant reading and hunger for as much information as I can absorb, particularly in relation to WHAT it is that makes me tick, and WHY. Wisdom is the personal asset that I am gaining in abundance, and I am proud of what I have so far achieved in this area. See, wisdom is attributed to experience, or more particularly, life's experiences. And for that I can thank my financial demise, my homelessness and my desperation to find myself, which of course I did through a fella I call Mister SomeOne Out-There. As you are aware MSOT is ME. Not the ME I used to BE but the ME I want to BE! Because of my demise I became reclusive, I lived in a tent and still do. When I first became homeless I lived on the street. I slept in rubbish bins and in gardens, and then upgraded myself to the beach. Then upgraded again to La Chateau Tento. THAT experience is one of the greatest experiences I have in my PAST because the tent became my THINK tank, my ashram, my place of creative visualisation, my residence of reverie. I didn't know what I was doing until I read about it! Then I knew. I was building the rest of my life, my future was going to be lived in accordance with Mister SomeOne Out-There's rules. My inner self rules.

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THINK

When I first began my new life, soup kitchens stopped me from dying of starvation. Now soup kitchens provide wisdom. They show me what I need to do to help the 'discarded' dots of our society. To understand you have to BECOME one of them. You have to walk the walk. You have to earn your stripes. You have to become credible. Now I am. Thankyou God for giving me the OPPORTUNITY. Now I KNOW. Before I had no idea. Just like most other dots.
This morning I woke up to full scale cyclonic conditions. I literally had to force my way out of the tent because of the winds and rain. But I had to go to Church. When I got there everyone was laughing because I was drenched. I laughed too. See, I don't even think about stuff like a little discomfort any more. It doesn't matter to me. It is trivial data in relation to where I am heading. I have lost the EGO and with that I found a reason for my existence and that is all that matters to me. I remind myself every day that I am dying, as we all are. I don't know when, but soon. I have to make each day count. I have to finish off the Journey I am on so my life is given meaning. So.....

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...I'm on my way... to DotsHQ...aha, aha.....

.....as I have said many times. MSOT has given me these gifts that I didn't know I had. Now I can SEE where I am going because I have opened my eyes and seen MYSELF, so now I can STEP forward with confidence, with the "GIFTS" I have been given. I can now complete my Journey which I am living backwards.
The books have given me the knowledge. The soup kitchens and survival experiences have given me the wisdom to go where it was impossible for me to go before because I wasn't ME! Now I am and the Journey is well underway as you know. The best places on the itinerary are still to come. So sit tight and WATCH. I am working on the YouTube videos which will create the exposure I need to get to DotsHQ, OUR new home. There I may find what I am chasing. There I may find my final destination on my Journey. There I may find HAPPY-ME...........

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