There is a law of sowing and reaping. But it lies on the world not like a judgement but a promise. It is the law of creativity. And it says:BEAUTY FULL WORDS
"Sow and you shall reap. But you shall sow what is yours to sow, that you may reap what is life's to give. For the seed is in your hand, but the harvest is in life's hand. Sow a thought and reap a revelation. Sow a hope, and reap a miracle. Sow a dream, and reap a new life for yourself and perhaps for all the world."
- James Dillet Freeman
I made decisions. Hard decisions. I decided to change. The experience toughened me. Each day of living homeless, going to soup kitchens, made me stronger. I began fighting the demons, the negativity. After a while I accepted my fate, taking peeks from under my rock. I re-invented myself. I found ME. And I decided to share my experiences. I was creating my own story to write about. I would survive my own holocaust and share my feelings.
The strange thing is that if I hadn't caused my own demise through greed and a life lived poorly I would never have searched for meaning. I would have had nothing to share.
It's not an easy road. But TIME helps heal. It gets easier to handle. But there is one lesson I have learned through my experiences and that is when you decide to change your life and beat the odds, the decision to move forward cannot be reversed. No matter how hard, no matter how long, you have to commit to yourself, commit to your ME. If you do so then the negativity from the obstacle can be beaten. But that will only happen if you reach THAT point in your MIND.......
THE POINT OF NO RETURN.......
It's the point where you will continue to STEP forward. The obstacle has come and gone. It hurt. Probably for a very long time. But the negativity from the obstacle will weaken over TIME. You will beat the odds.