As the note says it's time to stop my journey for a bit of reflection of where I am at. As you know I am CREATING my story Working Backwards. In my book I call this my "Autofuturebiography". Having been in the Busyness world forever I collapsed financially and now live in a tent. Iam taking on a total makeover, a re-invention of mySELF. Choosing to live as I do while I gain the necessary knowledge and experience to leave Miser-ee and get to my Destin-ee. You are with me on my journey. When I hit my rock bottom I needed somebody to help me, a mentor that I could watch perform a miracle comeback. But there was no mentor. Only ra ra's. So I decided to CREATE my own journey and take you along with me so you can see how it can be done. And I am having THE TIME OF MY LIFE. You see, those words are of vital importance in the grand scheme of thingies. Only ONE LIFE. That's all I have. It's all YOU have. Man has limited it's existence to TIME and SPACE, which is a misconception, to say the least. But unfortunately it is a motivating factor in how we live our lives.
With me, I don't have a lot of time to do what I WANT to do. So there is some urgency. My journey has been frustratingly, painstakingly slow. But it is a process. To appease my frustrations I have read and studied.....LOTS! I now understand that, in fact, my comeback IS A PROCESS. Because it is reliant on other parties, on other LIVES, the re-invention of mySELF will take as long as it NEEDS to take. And that is SLOW. And yet TIME itself doesn't slow with my process. TIME is finite, tick, tick, tick. So is mySELF, my ONE LIFE. It will end.
But then I started reading about minds, thoughts, consciousness, and how the brain works. I have studied Eastern mystics, sages and a myriad of spiritual and religious stuff to help me get through my journey. What this has done is slowed ME down. It has slowed my SELF down to a point where TIME is not an issue in my future. I will get done what I NEED to get to my FINAL DESTINATION. Time does not matter to me. The only thing that does matter, is WHERE I AM GOING. Where I AM does not matter to me, if you get the drift.
My journey so far has been interesting. In my book I explained that I would get exposure because it is paramount in my showing the world my story. I had to create the foundation for my story as it builds. I now have the exposure. I have the book published, the poems performed, the songs in the wind. The story is unfolding according to my dream, my final destination. I am at ONE with myself on this journey, as I am at one with each of you. By watching my journey you will understand. Your journey, your comeback, your re-invention, will most likely not take as long or be as complex as mine. But the beauty of you being able to watch me, is that you will see how to make your dreams come true. It's not easy, and is certainly not quick. But it is doable. So keep watching whatever your motivation is. Continue watching me STEP forward. There is some very exciting stuff........just around the corner.
With me, I don't have a lot of time to do what I WANT to do. So there is some urgency. My journey has been frustratingly, painstakingly slow. But it is a process. To appease my frustrations I have read and studied.....LOTS! I now understand that, in fact, my comeback IS A PROCESS. Because it is reliant on other parties, on other LIVES, the re-invention of mySELF will take as long as it NEEDS to take. And that is SLOW. And yet TIME itself doesn't slow with my process. TIME is finite, tick, tick, tick. So is mySELF, my ONE LIFE. It will end.
But then I started reading about minds, thoughts, consciousness, and how the brain works. I have studied Eastern mystics, sages and a myriad of spiritual and religious stuff to help me get through my journey. What this has done is slowed ME down. It has slowed my SELF down to a point where TIME is not an issue in my future. I will get done what I NEED to get to my FINAL DESTINATION. Time does not matter to me. The only thing that does matter, is WHERE I AM GOING. Where I AM does not matter to me, if you get the drift.
My journey so far has been interesting. In my book I explained that I would get exposure because it is paramount in my showing the world my story. I had to create the foundation for my story as it builds. I now have the exposure. I have the book published, the poems performed, the songs in the wind. The story is unfolding according to my dream, my final destination. I am at ONE with myself on this journey, as I am at one with each of you. By watching my journey you will understand. Your journey, your comeback, your re-invention, will most likely not take as long or be as complex as mine. But the beauty of you being able to watch me, is that you will see how to make your dreams come true. It's not easy, and is certainly not quick. But it is doable. So keep watching whatever your motivation is. Continue watching me STEP forward. There is some very exciting stuff........just around the corner.
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