Dear Mister SomeOne Out-There..."
I am often asked why I am doing all of this stuff when it is not my 'specialty'. People that have known me for years and watched my professional growth seem to think I am in the middle of one horrendous nervous breakdown! That I am living the ultimate nightmare! Then when they have seen the publicity in the papers, on prime time radio and on National prime time television, where I am depicted as a high flying 'hobo' the reaction is always the same. Sympathy!
Yuk. I absolutely loathe sympathy. But I have brought it all on myself. I have laid myself bare in front of millions of people. In fact I have CREATED the exposure and the story that is directly responsible for the sympathy. So when you look at my current position I definitely do not deserve any sympathy. And if there is one person on this planet that agrees it is ME!
ME is who I am right here, right now. Whatever I am, I have grown into. It just so happens that I live in a tent, am broke, in debt along with a multitude of negatively directed emotions. Not a good place to be, to be....ME. But it's the way it is for whatever reason. People can and will judge. And so be it. There is one beautiful benefit to laying your soul bare. The embarassment, the hurt, the anger, the despair, the heartbreak.......these terrible emotions hang around for a while and then people forget. After a while the new vision of ME is ME. I don't have to squirm anymore. I don't have to pretend. All that the new ME has to do to move on is SEE.
I NEED to SEE the ME I NEED to BE
Yuk. I absolutely loathe sympathy. But I have brought it all on myself. I have laid myself bare in front of millions of people. In fact I have CREATED the exposure and the story that is directly responsible for the sympathy. So when you look at my current position I definitely do not deserve any sympathy. And if there is one person on this planet that agrees it is ME!
ME is who I am right here, right now. Whatever I am, I have grown into. It just so happens that I live in a tent, am broke, in debt along with a multitude of negatively directed emotions. Not a good place to be, to be....ME. But it's the way it is for whatever reason. People can and will judge. And so be it. There is one beautiful benefit to laying your soul bare. The embarassment, the hurt, the anger, the despair, the heartbreak.......these terrible emotions hang around for a while and then people forget. After a while the new vision of ME is ME. I don't have to squirm anymore. I don't have to pretend. All that the new ME has to do to move on is SEE.
I NEED to SEE the ME I NEED to BE
No crystal balls are required. To SEE ME just NEEDS VISION. And that vision is the person who I would love to BE rather than be ME that I am right here, right now. So quite obviously I don't see myself living in a tent in my ideal future. I don't see myself being broke, in debt, etc. A picture of me being who I NEED to BE is NEEDED. Pretty simple really. That 'picture' is my VISION of who I NEED to BE. Then when I VISION that PICTURE all that I have to do is make it real by taking STEPS in the direction of the VISION. So now my journey continues toward the ME I can SEE and want to BE. No more Miser-ee as I climb toward my Destin-ee and a new Happy-ME.
And the best thing in the world is that you can watch the whole trip, my life journey, the BEing of ME, free of charge. And then you will have watched someone actually DO IT, not tell you about how they did it. And so, if you can actually WATCH another dot comeback from a position in life a lot worse than yours, then it should give you the confidence to CREATE your own journey.
I get the pain, you get the gain!
BECOME the ME you can SEE and need to BE
And the best thing in the world is that you can watch the whole trip, my life journey, the BEing of ME, free of charge. And then you will have watched someone actually DO IT, not tell you about how they did it. And so, if you can actually WATCH another dot comeback from a position in life a lot worse than yours, then it should give you the confidence to CREATE your own journey.
I get the pain, you get the gain!
BECOME the ME you can SEE and need to BE
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