"Dear God I'm writing this letter to you
'Cause I don't have a clue, can you help me?
I'm sitting here, simply trying to figure out
What my life's all about, can you help me?
I never wanted to be the person You see
Can you tell me who I am?
I always wanted to die but You kept me alive
Can You tell me who I am?"
- Song "Letter To God" written by Linda Perry
But you know what dot? It was coooool because I was beginning to understand the ME that I had become. I had 'knowledged up' with reading and research. I wasn't a scaaaardy cat in a tent cowering from the elements. I was aware of who I was and what was happening to me since the re-invention. I knew to let it take me............
Almost the same circumstances as the first time with 'Broken Man'. Walking along the beach to get a free feed from Rosies. In a pensive mood I started thinking about what I was doing in my new world. I smiled. Then laughed as I thought of the enormity of the task ahead of me. I called out "NUTS". That's what you are. Nuts. And then I began to think up a song appropriate to the title. By the time I got back to camp that night I had half the song complete. And you know what dot, I was enjoying it. The creativity was making me happier than I had been in a long time.
'Broken Man' was a bit heavy but it expressed my inner feelings when I wrote it. With "Nuts" I was feeling a little better in myself and that is reflected in the song. It is a light hearted look at myself. A bit 'eggs agerated' but it is a good fun song which should get the audience involved. So after probably another two months I had completed my second song. They really are both good songs. I carried out a NEEDSEARCH on each of them and the structure and beat in both are what I am sure will be easy listening for the public.
Anyway I have approached a television network who will run a 4 part series and include in that a 'live' concert and the finale will be all about the main song I have written called "BE IN ME". It will go Number 1. Really dot. Dot stop laughing like that. Pleeease dot get up off the floor and clean yourself up!
Anyway I am looking at a couple of other options but in the meantime I will soon begin uploading some YouTube videos and one of them will be a clip featuring my song "NUTS". Then you can have a real good laugh!
Don't forget, ALL of this stuff is just content for the STORY, fuel for the fire, a STEP on my journey. But now the whole shebang is staarting to rev up. Hmmmm........