Since my "Crash and Burn" I have read a lot of books, listened to a lot of speakers and so on.....as you do. I have become very interested in some aspects of spirituality. I am not the second coming of 'Little Grasshopper' from Kung Fu, and I doubt whether I will be nominated for Buddha's Best New Talent, BUT....there are many philosophies that have helped me out big time. There are a lot of questions you ask when you rock bottom. Life questions particularly relating to the meaning and purose of life. These questions seem to be a mandatory part of suffering. But the good that comes from all suffering is it brings you back to the reality of life. It changes you. It changed me. Unfortunately I'm on the downward slope of the bell life curve but that's OK. I don't need a long time to do what I have prepared. The STEPS I am taking are taking me to where I NEED to be, and it will be good for everyone else as well. It's a difficult road with lots of tears and heartache. But it has meaning and purpose.
There is no MSOT in any of the books I have read and yet he is as real to me as this keyboard I am typing on. I believe in him. He is taking me by the hand every step of the way and I am doing stuff that I could not have done before. The journey is huuuuge, massive indeed, but it is only a matter of time until the journey is completed. I don't expect you to understand yet. It's still a little early. Just WATCH.
Trying to understand all of the spiritual stuff is confusing, to say the least, and I have played around with the complex subjects involving the brain, consciousness, and many opinions from well respected sources. Some of it helps some of it I don't agree with. But some aspects in the study of life through spirituality must be taught as we move along our chosen paths. I hope I can help by explaining some complex theories in a simple to understand format and back them up with real life examples. That is why I want every dot to WATCH. The penny will drop soon.
Chat again soon.